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Looking for God

Looking for God within the Kingdom of Religious Confusion                             [Amazon: Paperback, Kindle and Audible]

When Jacob loses his young daughter Jessica in a tragic accident, his world is shattered. Grappling with overwhelming grief and struggling to make sense of Jessica's untimely death, Jacob finds himself questioning his lifelong Christian faith and embarking on a profound spiritual journey to find answers. In Looking for God within the Kingdom of Religious Confusion, Jacob explores the core teachings and traditions of Christianity, Islam, and Judaism. 

From speaking with a priest about the nuances of Catholic doctrine to visiting the symbolic Gateway of Abraham, Jacob gains insight into the beliefs and practices of each religion as well as opinions from unbelievers. As he searches for meaning and understanding, Jacob discovers there are many paths that lead to the divine. Yet, he must look within himself, challenge preconceived notions, and keep an open mind and heart to find his own truth. This thought-provoking book delves into complex questions about the nature of God, the validity of scriptures, the problem of evil, and the diversity of religious expression. 

Jacob encounters people of different faiths, from extremists who challenge his beliefs to mystics who offer enlightenment. While grief continues to weigh heavily, Jacob finds solace and hope in the realization that Jessica's spirit lives on. He learns to integrate this spiritual awakening into a renewed commitment to compassion and service to others. 

Looking for God within the Kingdom of Religious Confusion is a profoundly human story that promotes religious tolerance, personal growth, and finding faith in the darkest of times. Readers of all backgrounds will connect with Jacob's struggle to reconcile tragedy with belief and gain comfort and perspective.


AW Schade; a Marine, Vietnam 1966/67, retired corporate executive and author of the award-winning book, Looking for God within the Kingdom of Religious Confusion. A captivating, comparative, and enlightening tale that seeks to comprehend the doctrines and discord between and within Judaism, Christianity, Islam, and Secularism. What the seeker discovers, transforms his life forever!  https://www.amazon.com/author/awschade

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